....(^_^;)

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 Dil ki baat Anzan ke saath mai aapka swagat haiii....

At first, thank you to everyone...

Honestly, I am feeling lost and exhausted as exam days are approaching. I am becoming more nervous, anxious, and running out of time, unable to do anything properly.

I create plans every day but end up ruining them.

One thing I’ve learned is that no plan works perfectly. Instead of making rigid, ideal plans, it's better to write down the problems and focus on realistic solutions. Flexibility and problem-solving matter more than a flawless plan.

I don’t know whom to talk to about this.

The last few days have been tough for me, and I can't believe what happened within my family. Thankfully, most of the family tensions—ones my parents and elders don't even know about—got solved with the help of some siblings.

But my main problem is my studies. I want to study, but my mind feels stuck, and I feel lost about what to do and what not to do.

This is a terrible time for a break, yet I feel like I need one.

I want to create a study plan, but I don’t know how.

I am using ChatGPT for creating plans, and while it's helpful, I need to analyze them every time, which takes too much time.

My notes are incomplete—some chapters are well-prepared, but for many, I just watched the lectures without making proper notes.

Now, I am feeling a lack of confidence.

I haven't done enough question practice, nor have I taken any tests.

Everything is piling up—unfinished work, unexpected distractions, and time slipping away like sand through my fingers...

...I know the next step I need to take, but my biggest challenge is staying consistent. Distractions, household tasks, and taunts make it harder—but not impossible. I must remind myself that every small effort counts. Even if I lose focus sometimes, I can always start again. The key is progress, not perfection. No excuse is stronger than my dreams. I am in control, and I will keep moving forward...


"...Socha tha safar aasan hoga, magar raaste uljhanon se bhare mile..."

"Jitni koshish ki chalne ki, utni hi rukawaton ke dhundh chhaye mile..."

"Himmat rakho toh manzil bhi karegi intezaar, bas ek baar khud pe yakeen dikhaye mile..."

A.kumar (^.^)


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