....(^_^;) 2

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 I thought everything was fine ๐Ÿ™‚, but it turned out to be just a fleeting dream. Yesterday, I realized this wasn’t the end—it was just the beginning of another side of the problem. And trust me, it feels terrible...

I can't explain much, but I hope for the best. Maybe by the end of this week, things will settle again. Thanks to my siblings, who are still handling this carefully. This situation is so bad that I can’t even focus on my studies at home. My elder sister, who is preparing for UPSC, is taking charge of things. Meanwhile, I, who knows everything and is directly involved in the situation, was the first one in the family to figure it out and carefully explain it to my elder sister.

I feel drained—no energy left for studies. Just exhausting days one after another. I tried my best, but nothing is working, and now my studies are suffering. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

For the past week, my mental health has been terrible. I had a fever of 102°F, but I didn’t tell my parents the real reason. My health has been at its worst—migraine, vomiting, stress, anxiety—it’s just been too much. I don't know how to handle this, but reading some novels taught me something: Patience is key, and I need to control my anger as soon as possible.

Maybe I’m just overthinking... but still, it feels too much to bear.

Yet, even in the darkest times, I remind myself—this too shall pass. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but eventually, things will fall into place. Until then, I have to keep moving, no matter how slow.


๐ŸŒ™ Mann ka shor, par hothon pe khamoshi hai...๐Ÿ’”

Har din ek naya bojh, par jeene ki zid abhi baaki hai...๐Ÿ”ฅ

Toot raha hoon, bikhar raha hoon, magar haar nahi maanta,๐Ÿฅบ

Kyunki andheron ke baad, ek naya savera bhi aata hai...☀️

Life might be tough right now, but remember—this storm will pass, and you’ll rise stronger than before. 

A.kumar (^.^)


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