10 Hours, 48 Minutes: A Random Day

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Today was a peculiar one—not because of any grand event, but because of how it felt. The air carried a strange vibe, as if it were quietly urging me to push harder and make the most of my opportunities.

I woke up later than planned, but instead of drowning in guilt, I chose to focus on one task from my to-do list. I started with something simple—organizing my workspace. It was a small win, but it gave me a sudden boost of confidence. With that energy, I planned my day. Every task—studying, talking to friends, and handling household chores—had its place, and I decided to see it through.

Of course, life doesn’t always follow plans. By mid-afternoon, unexpected household responsibilities began interrupting my schedule. Frustration slowly crept in as my study time kept shrinking. But instead of giving up, I made a decision—to stay awake until everything was done.

It wasn’t easy. By the time I checked off the last task, the clock showed 3:00 A.M.
I was exhausted, but satisfied. I managed to study for 10 hours and 48 minutes, a personal record that gave me a deep sense of fulfillment.

To keep my spirits up, I leaned on my online friends. A heartfelt conversation reminded me that I’m not alone in this journey. One of them shared a poem that touched me deeply:

“Tha koi mera jo mere dil ko zakhm de gaya,
Zindagi bhar rone ki kasam de gaya.
Lakhon phoolon mein ek phool chuna tha,
Jo kaanton se bhi gehra zakhm de gaya…!!”

(Unknown writer 🌺🥀)

Those lines echoed my struggles and my strength. They reminded me that setbacks are not the end—they’re just stepping stones.

As the day came to an end, I whispered a quiet prayer of gratitude—for the strength to persevere and keep going. Every day, no matter how ordinary it seems, brings an opportunity to grow. Let’s value these moments, thank the gods for their blessings, and continue working toward the life we dream of.

Thank you 😊
Yours own Blogger,
A. Kumar

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