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Disclaimer Yeh blog Hinglish mein likha gaya hai, kyunki mujhe lagta hai ki Hinglish emotions aur feelings ko zyada naturally convey karti hai. Kahaan se shuru karun, samajh nahi aa raha. Kuch din pehle maine ek novel ka chapter padha tha— “Yahi Sach Hai.” Yeh chapter mere dil ke kaafi kareeb hai. Maine ise teen baar padha hai, aur har baar kuch naya sikhne ko mila. Waise, yeh novel mujhe meri badi didi ne diya tha, aur unka favorite chapter bhi yehi hai. Is chapter ki kuch lines mujhe bahut pasand aayi, jaise: “फिर अठारह वर्ष की आयु में किया हुआ प्यार भी कोई प्यार होता है भला! निरा बचपन होता है, महज पागलपन! उसमें आवेश रहता है पर स्थायित्व नहीं, गति रहती है पर गहराई नहीं। जिस वेग से वह आरम्भ होता है, जरा-सा झटका लगने पर उसी वेग से टूट भी जाता है। … और उसके बाद आहों, आँसुओं और सिसकियों का एक दौर, सारी दुनिया की निस्सारता और आत्महत्या करने के अनेकानेक संकल्प, और फिर एक तीखी घृणा। जैसे ही जीवन को दूसरा आधार मिल जाता है, उन सबको भूलने में एक दिन भी नहीं लगता। तब एकाएक एहसास होता है कि...

Disclaimer: This blog is written in Hinglish because I believe that Hinglish conveys feelings better.  Aisa nahi hai ki main dost banana nahi chahta, par main thoda sa darta aur ghabrata hoon. Kabhi-kabhi lagta hai ki jisko maine apna dost maana, kahin woh mujhe dhoka na de de. Isi darr ki wajah se, aaj se lagbhag 8 mahine pehle , maine ek ladki ko dekha tha. Mujhe usse baat karni thi, par ghabrahat aur logon ke darr ki wajah se main peeche hat gaya. Face-to-face baat karne ke bajay, maine usse online chat karna shuru kiya. Mere hisaab se, woh mujhe sabse achhi dost lagti hai. Jab bhi usse baat karta hoon, mann halka ho jaata hai. Kabhi-kabhi mann karta hai ki bas usse gale laga kar thank you bol doon—har us cheez ke liye jo maine usse seekhi hai. ❤️ Woh mujhse chhoti hai, par baatein badi-badi karti hai. Uske saath ek alag hi vibe hai. Mujhe hamesha ek aise dost ki zarurat thi jo samjhe aur guide kare—and woh bilkul aisi hi hai. Kabhi-kabhi maine usse kuch offensive reels...

Every new year gives us a fresh start—a chance to reflect and make changes. But let’s be honest: how many of us actually stick to those promises? We try, we fail, and sometimes we repeat the same mistakes. This time, I want to do better, and it all starts with small steps . This year, I looked back at my past mistakes and successes. While I made many errors, I also learned from them. I realized that even the worst days teach us something, and those lessons quietly help us grow. I don’t have a big circle of friends, but my joint family is my biggest strength. They are supportive, loving, and—yes—a little annoying at times! Living in a village means a simpler life, but it’s a life I’ve slowly learned to appreciate. Interestingly, some of my closest connections are my online friends . There’s a girl I met on Instagram—she’s wise beyond her years and always seems to know the right thing to say. She’s taught me that even the smallest kind words can make a big difference. This year, I feel ...

Someone once said, “If the end is good, then everything is good.” I had thought of something similar long ago, and with that hope, I wanted to make the last day of the year my best day. My goal was simple—to reflect on my good deeds, bad habits, and mistakes, and welcome a better version of myself into the new year. The last day wasn’t anything extraordinary, yet it had its own quiet charm. Honestly, this year turned out worse than I had expected . Still, amidst the struggles, there were moments of growth and learning that shaped me in ways I didn’t realize at the time. One major highlight was attending weddings and traveling alone to my relatives’ house . For me, this was a big achievement, as my parents rarely allow me to go anywhere alone. Traveling solo to another district was a fresh and enriching experience. Even now, as I write this, memories from that journey fill my mind and remind me how far I’ve come in terms of independence. I had planned to make the last day productive, ...

Today was a peculiar one—not because of any grand event, but because of how it felt. The air carried a strange vibe, as if it were quietly urging me to push harder and make the most of my opportunities. I woke up later than planned, but instead of drowning in guilt, I chose to focus on one task from my to-do list. I started with something simple—organizing my workspace. It was a small win, but it gave me a sudden boost of confidence. With that energy, I planned my day. Every task—studying, talking to friends, and handling household chores—had its place, and I decided to see it through. Of course, life doesn’t always follow plans. By mid-afternoon, unexpected household responsibilities began interrupting my schedule. Frustration slowly crept in as my study time kept shrinking. But instead of giving up, I made a decision—to stay awake until everything was done. It wasn’t easy. By the time I checked off the last task, the clock showed 3:00 A.M. I was exhausted, but satisfied. I managed t...

  “Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day.” Today was a mix of emotions—moments of disappointment and joy woven together. I faced a critical decision, and while it was difficult, I held on to hope. But hope alone isn’t enough; we also need the courage to take the first step toward improvement .    This day reminded me of something important: even during difficult times, small moments of joy still exist. As the quote says, “Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day.” Even though I didn’t achieve everything I planned, I learned more about myself—and that itself gave me the motivation to keep trying for better days ahead. I made a few mistakes today, including repeating an old one I’ve been trying hard to overcome. That part was frustrating. Academically, I couldn’t meet my target of studying 7 hours and managed only 4 , which left me feeling disappointed. Still, the day wasn’t entirely bad.  Today was my brothe...

  Mevibeswriter – Where Words Carry Real Vibes Welcome to Mevibeswriter . Mevibeswriter is not just a blog—it is a space where emotions, experiences, reality, and creativity come together through words. This website is built on honesty, self-expression, and the belief that every life carries stories worth sharing. What Is Mevibeswriter? Mevibeswriter is a personal writing blog created to share real-life experiences, thoughts, and creative expressions. The name Mevibeswriter reflects the idea that words are not empty—they carry vibes, emotions, and meaning. Through Mevibeswriter, I aim to connect with readers who feel deeply, think differently, and look for truth beyond surface-level content. The Motive Behind Mevibeswriter The core motive of Mevibeswriter is simple: to write honestly and meaningfully . This blog is inspired by my own life journey—its ups, downs, lessons, confusion, growth, and clarity. Every piece published on Mevibeswriter comes from observation, experience, or...